Shakespearean Sonnet

I'm standing there                                
Seeing you rest...                         
And everybody stares                       
Trying to do my best                                    

Holding my tears
Faking up smiles
Hiding my tears
But they didn't know I lie

Wishing this isn't real
And figure out if this is just a dream
Well it isn't, and I don't know how to feel
Everything is what as it seem

Now, I got to move on
Not dream once upon